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| hey friday...well yeah I'm finally writing again...about time right...well nutin is really new...i feel so sleepy..but i dont want to sleepp...since there was no school...i still had to wake up to take my sister! lol...so yeah but how is everyone? happy? sad? lol...well yeah ....
p.s like my music and bg(look how hott they look!)? kinda different.....the used and A p.c???lol haha!oh yeah
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| hey people!!!!omg i had not written here since forever..i really get lazy writing here my thought because i have to write them in my journal and my space! its just too much and sumtimes there is not much time...well i have not done anytin special! just the same as alwasy..yesterday i went to the mall...and then people's houses and then church and a party..well yeah but how is everyone!!??? i have to read ppl's pages to catch up hehe.!!! well yeah buh bye!!!!!!! its saturday!!!!wooohhhooo!! beautiful day pppl!!! its hot!
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Something. But nothing really.
Life is so utterly simple and it is disgusting to see how many people, and how many times these people fuck it up. Life is the only "real" thing there is, we are alive, everything is alive, and that is that, everything else that we have fabricated, come to believe, religiously followed, is complete and utter. bullshit.
You are alive, thats all you really honestly need, all that shit, the "cliques" the looks, the intelligence, the love, the music, the bands, the movies, the "art" its all just bullshit we clutter our lives with to complicate it, and thus ease the boredom we have with ourselves. But what is the point?
What is the point of doing all this shit, this deceptive mind numbing bullshit. the "emotions" we all put into everything..to create the "story of our lives" because if something or someone isnt interesting its not worth bothering with? What is the entire point of being someone. what is the point of wanting to be extraoridnary, you will be forgotten just like everyone else, in the end, it doesnt matter who you were, or what you did because no one cares about you, they care about themselves, and what they can do to get where you think you are, to be remembered, to be famous, to reach that impossible standard of being extraoridnary...you're not going to make it, no matter how close you think you are.
Why bother trying so hard to be what everyone wants you to be, what you think people want to see, what you think people will like, in reality if you ever did become any of those things everyone will just hate you because you would have become what they had wanted to become because they secretly hate themselves just as much as you did...and the only reason they are even nice to you, is either A. They want you to like them so they can feel liked, and thus be one person closer to what they previously wanted, or B. the latter.
Everyone wants to be hot. Everyone wants to be liked. Everyone wants a good fuck. Everyone wants to be paris hilton and a bag of fucking chips. but you're not. you're sappy, annoying, and pathetic, and you annoy the fuck out of me. go be you're special "gold star" somebody somewhere else. the lot of you. fuck off and leave me alone. I'm sick of you.
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| woah!!! i havent wriitten in a while..sorry!!1 well its fri oct 15 and yeah yesterday teh 14th i went to see the used again!! ! omgomgogmgog!! it was awesome to..they saw us..it was soo cool and tey kicked ass!!! they are ssoo good and yeah of course i had fun..lots!!!1 lots!!!los of hott guys too! they were so awesome!! great sngs..!!!!!!!!!! it was awesome how they sang and all!!!!!1 with the water,,,,omg awesome!! welll that's really all..its tat nutin else has happened..i think lol...well yeah bye everyone adn yeah rock on!1 later! | | |
| omgomgomgomgomgomg its oct 1!!!!!!!!! well update!! I SAW THE USED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i saw them!at the winster mall..well next to it...best buyy!!! it was packed but it was great!!!!!! omg and it was tues sept 28!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I TOUCHED THEM!! LOL CHEEK TO CHEEK AND THEN I TOOK PICS!! AND ONE WITH BERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHH!!OFMGIODNFHFJDHFASJFHSDI;FHASIDHFASIJFALKJFIOASJ
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KFJSKJFASIJFASL'KFD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!K;HFASKJFASKDFOMGOMGOMGGOMG I DONT TKNOW WAT TO SAY BUT IT WAS GREEEAT! IT WAS SOOO MUCH FUN..ADVENTURE! WE DID SO MANY THINGS HAHA....TO SEE THEM...WELL YEAH AND THEN there were alot of HOT guys!!!!!!!!!aloooot! OMGOMGOGM....well yeah i wont write soo much...cuz it s aloooot to say hahaha and i'ma get excited but it was great!!! great I tell U@@@@@@@@@ ggggreat! tehy're all sooo cute!!!!!!!!! HOTT!! i will never be that close again in my life!! hahaha!!!!ahh!!! bye!! that's all...school..same..sux hahah...well yeah bye ppl! later!
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| hey ppl....a while i wanst here....prrob cuz hwk!! sux...well yeahomg i wanted to write about my lil story today! lol....i was going to wash the car to go to churchq and i left the keys inside!!!!!! can u believ me!!1 well it!! lol.....omg it was soo dumb..i dindt go...but i got to open it after like 2 or 3 hrs!!!! with pencils..so smart!! hahahah...well yeah that's it...i havent done much i know i have seen bourne supremacya nd then also umm....cellular!!! gooooood movies!!! cellular is better!! hahaha..well yah that's alll...bye!!! | | |
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